I am so sad now. I feel so sad and so hopeless.  I just want my husband to love me the way I am.  I just want him to love me just like when we first fall in love.  Can that happen to me?  He even doesn’t remember our anniversary.  He never remembers my birthday.   He doesn’t care about me at all. Perhaps he loves me no more.

What should I do to make him change?  What should I do to make him care about me and love me?  What can I do, God?  I think I deserve to be loved.  Then why this is happening to me? Am I not deserved to get the happiness in my marriage? I am a woman and I want to be loved. I don’t know.  I just don’t know what to do with my life and my marriage.  I never thought that I will be betrayed like this.  I never thought that he will change like this.  Now I just don’t know what to do.

I start to feel so cold now.  Every time I have some problems with my husband especially about this, the cold is attacking me.  I feel frozen inside and it is entering my body and my soul.  I have to control my self about this.  I have to fight this stress but I don’t know what to do.

I am so weak and so weak.  I need my husband to strengthen me.  But when he is no longer with me, when his heart is no longer pure for me, when he is no longer care about me, I think I am going to die. I have nothing and I have nothing.
I have nothing to proud of in front of families and friends, I have nothing to hold, I have nothing to love and I have nothing.

His parent divorced. Will that happen to me too?  Will that happen to my marriage?  No, please don’t………please, I never want that. Please God, don’t let that happen to me and my marriage.  I love my husband and I hope he love me too.  I hope he can love me just like when we first met and fall in love.

Honey, I love you so much and I think I can’t get through this life without you. If you ever leave me and hurt me again, I think I am going to die.

Here I am alone again with my computer. I am tired but I cannot sleep. I need a friend to talk to but my husband has no time for me. He is always busy with his job. I don’t know whether he really busy or that is just his way to run.

Well, I should throw away this kind of negative thinking. I should praise him as my husband and as a father who work for his family. Yes, he is a good and hard working man. It is just sometimes he makes mistakes. Unfortunately I cannot accept such a mistakes which is related to faith and trust for marriage. No way!!!!

There is no way that he could do that to me because if he does that to me again I won’t be there again for him. This is enough and more than enough. I still wonder why this is hurting me a lot. I think I better watch TV now bye.

I am looking for the cheap and stylish eyeglasses for my son. He lost his eyeglasses when he swims to the river last weekend. Now I have to look for the new eyeglasses for him but I have the limit budget for this unpredictable expenses.

I heard about $ 8 Rx eyeglasses from Zenni Optical on TV!!! I think this is what I have been looking for. This is the cheap and stylish eyeglasses. I read the article on High Five to Zenni Optical and this makes me surer about their product. I think I am going to take buy 2110 Children’s Bendable (Memory) Titanium Full-Rim Frame for my son.

The advantages of falling in love – The study from Pittsburgh University found that women that live in happy marriage has lower risk against the cardiovascular ill than women who live in under pressure condition.

The other study mentioned that since 1979 when the study held, shows that married couple have longer life, has lower risk level against heart attack, and even have lower risk against pneumonia.

Meanwhile, the study from Iowa University found the patient of ovary cancer who has strong relation with other people and live with happy relationship has the cell activity of natural killer in her body that can kill much the amount of bad cell of cancer. It concluded that the people who live with good relation with their spouse show that their leukocyte activity is better.

When you are in love, you will live in romance. You and your spouse will be the fun people, try to make happy to each other. Everything is all about him. You always want to stay close with him and you always waiting for a special moment with him. You will always see him as the sexiest man in the world even when he only wears his pajamas.  

Some research is proving that falling in love make the good effect for health, more than the happiness of having a valentine date. The research also showed that having a sex, feeling happy because you have someone you love, will make people stronger and it will present in various healthy effect such as the quickly the recovery process, better control against the chronics and life longer.